It Isnt

you have to know what's going in order to continue.
i dont know how to tell you right now.
no, you are more than nothing compared to him.
dont anyhow think. D:




i need your hug , so cold ...
and tell me whats going on between you and her too :D
miss you!

BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB.

Don't Go

baby, stay. ):

i'm starting to think that i'm just in a dream all this while.

i just hope it isn't.

i know i'm nothing compared to him. NOTHING.

give me a chance and i'll give you everything what i've got.

Angry At You

Hihi! you very bad! see this! im angry with you!!! :(
you know what you did!
but overall, ismy:( ys,yh,yn. but i dont my-tallness.
if you dont understand. ask me :P
Goodbye :D

-B.

In A Fantasy

hey people.

im bored thats why i'm blogging. CAC camp was okay. second day was filled with sessions. i mean, you can't expect sessions to be very fun most of the times but it was okay. it could relate to my life somehow. amazing race was a really small race if you compared it to LTC's. hahaha. third day was the best. went to mass at around 9 i think and did some mission thingy for 2 hours. we were suppose to sell the dancer's cookies. ended up, i didn't because i didn't have voice at all. so instead, i became the runner and apparently, they didn't call the runner and followed hilary and kat to buy food. it was slaaaaack. hahahaha. after day 3 of CAC camp, went to LJS to have dinner and went ahead first to meet someone. ;)

yesterday was a great day and also a very bad day. a great day because i got to spend time with someone. i swear, it was quality time, don't ask. the bad part was babe left me. ):

yeah, i guess i'll end it here.

imy so so much and you still have many days ahead. D:

I'm Moving.

freaking exhausted at right now. training was a killer. ever single muscle i move will ache. this sucks big time. oh yeah, i got the long awaited offer from basketball. now that its already there, im still not sure whether i should take it or not. got not much to say. :/

Step By Step

i had the sudden urge to blog. don't know why.

freaking bored now. nothing to do. i wanna learn new songs but i don't know what. anyway, my muscles are killing me. training on monday was tiring. after a day of rest, have training again tomorrow. don't feel like going but die die must go. :/

christmas is coming reeeeaaallly soon. happy first december by the way. 23 more days till christmas eve. haha. i swear, i don't feel its the holidays because i'm occupied with things to do almost every single day. sad to say, its ending soon and school's gonna start very soon. ugh. still don't know which class i'll be going to next year. :O

i feel really light and i don't know why. its been a long time since i've had this feeling. it doesn't matter why because it feels great. haha. okay, that was random.

CAC camp is coming this friday. i just wonder what are we gonna do for those 12 hours? fingers crossed.

till here. (:

about the links, still thinking. i know, i'm very lazy. i can't help it. (:

Just That, It Completed My Desire.

heyy!! haha.

this week has been awwwweeessssommmmmee.

LTC was great although i missed day 1 because i was on MC. but especially enjoyed leader's night. really had a great time.

before leader's night, had amazing race all over the west side. so yeah, its very tiring because we were running all over the place. went to places like NTU, NIE, Jurong West Stadium and Chinese Garden. just this four places drained us like crazy.

after amazing race, went back to bunks to change up for leader's night. leader's night was great. the dance was also fun. oh yeah, thanks alot to those who danced with me. sadly, i didn't have a SP. sp is the short form for secret pal. you write a letter about yourself and i don't know who, will give it to someone randomly. if im no wrong, you cant write things like your name, your class, your CCA etc. this person who receives your letter, replies back. you'll only find out your SP during the leader's night and he/she would be your partner for the dance.

although i didn't have a partner, i just sneaked in. haha, can't help it. they were having alot of fun.

third day was nothing much. had training almost the whole day. so yeah, thats about that happened to me during ltc.

btw, about my blog, i know its in a mess. i'll get it done as soon as i get the codes right. ugh, so sickening. as for the links, im only linking those who haven't changed their links. those who updated, sorry, but i lost everyone's link so i won't be linking you. if you want to be linked, just tag me as soon as i fix a tagbox up.

yeah, thats about it.

dreaming for the impossible

im not suppose to be here. suppose to be in LTC. tomorrow's formal night. haven't decided what i would be wearing. alot of people said there would be a dance. i just hope i'll dance with the person i want to if its a must to do. but no one will ever know who i hope would be my partner. only some people. haha.

i feel so retarded these few days. keep thinking and thinking.

sports camp was DOPE. the best camp ever. i feel it better than sec 1 camp. this camp could be called a chalet rather than a camp. haha. but seriously, it was damn fun especially day 2. but i knocked out on day 3.

anyway, have nothing to talk about. blogging is getting kinda boring for me. i think i'll be blogging occasionally only when there's some event that happens. so yeah, till here.

PS: im too much for you.
what are the odds? sigh..
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